Current mood:

distressed

is it infatuation?

why must you torment me so?

constantly in my head.

why must i torment myself so?

should i remove myself?

i think that would only torment me more.

i cant say i dont hold on to that thin strand of hope.

youre face flashes before my eyes,

youre voice echos in my head,

i hear something that reminds me of you,

i see something that makes me think of you,

why wont you leave my head?

i wont to tear at my head to got to my brain to rip it out,

so it wont torment me anymore.

how cruel, why must i feel this way?

i wish to tell you how i feel,

but i think im afraid.

afraid it will push you away,

afraid that perhaps your not who i think you are,

and will use it against me.

would it make a difference if i told you?

would it do any good?

is this real?

or just infatuation?

if its infatuation, itll go away with time right?


you know that seemed to help a bit, sorry to bother ya with this.