Current mood:

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date update
so i got to take a guy out, the co worker ive been talking about just in case your wandering. we went to a chicago style pizza place and ate a deep dish, it was delicious. now im at a tough spot. im in a cross road i guess you can say. ive decided to wait on him, to see if he will return the date. not just that but im waiting for his invitation as opposed to asking to go over. just trying to find out if he has interest for me. so i wait, i feel impatient and just a bit worried. if he dosent return the interest i will have to work on removing my interest from him. this is one of the consequences of liking a co worker, im gonna be seeing him a lot at work and that wont help. i have to wait.. i think that is whats getting me the most. i dont know how long to give him and i would like to know if he is interested or not so i know rather i need to get rid of the interest or let it grow. *sigh* i hope he dosnt take long, its looking like a rough couple of days if not week...